Oh come on, Mark. Nothing about that whole group was patient-doctor confidential. We were ALL in each other’s business. Some of us more successfully than others but still.
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Before I realized she might really know someone like me? Some of it was an act…same spiel I’d given so many other therapists before her. But I think… I think a lot about that night. I was not…in a good place when I found her.
I know people would rather if I wasn’t a real person, just keep me the cartoon villain in your heads, because it’s easier to hate someone who you think of as pure evil. But I’m not… I’m not the devil’s incarnate. I’m a guy that’s had a really fucked up life.
And sometimes I really think your sister saved my life that night. Sometimes I wonder if she regrets that.
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That wasn't me trying to press for an answer, Mark.
You can think about it longer than 5mins.
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Talk to you later, Mark.
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Really?
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You're about the only one that talks to me regularly beyond Joanie and Caleb and Adam.
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Wait.
Sorry.
Not my business.
That's shitty, though. Sorry I'm one of your only options for regular communication.
I don't think that sounds the way I meant it?
Just... nevermind.
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Don't be so shocked. Not everyone wants to linger around Repressed Trauma Boy
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They can, but they don't.
I want to, but I can't.
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I hold with those who favor fire.
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You don’t hold a monopoly on near-death experiences. Not even on recent ones.
I’m still technically broken.
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Your sister ever tell you about the night we met?
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Nothing about that whole group was patient-doctor confidential.
We were ALL in each other’s business.
Some of us more successfully than others but still.
[…]
Before I realized she might really know someone like me?
Some of it was an act…same spiel I’d given so many other therapists before her.
But I think… I think a lot about that night. I was not…in a good place when I found her.
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cw: talk of previous suicidal ideation
But it was worse, then.
I know people would rather if I wasn’t a real person, just keep me the cartoon villain in your heads, because it’s easier to hate someone who you think of as pure evil.
But I’m not… I’m not the devil’s incarnate. I’m a guy that’s had a really fucked up life.
And sometimes I really think your sister saved my life that night.
Sometimes I wonder if she regrets that.[…
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Did you seriously just called me cowboy?
Re: cw: talk of previous suicidal ideation
And yes I did.
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