Listen, I may spend a lot of time angry at you and maybe hate you at least a third of the time, but you still deserve a chance to grow. I wasn't expecting her to be fully agreeable.
[He’s quiet for awhile after that, not entirely sure what else to say, where to direct the conversation. He isn’t done with it, he keeps idly picking up his phone and trying to say… something. Anything, just to not be done right now.
I’ll let you know how this mystery meeting goes tomorrow. Kinda wish Debbie had given me any clue at all about the guy, or what he does. Not a fan of going into things blind.
[He’s still getting used to not being the one holding all the cards.]
A ranch? That's not just a job you randomly take up, Damien. Do you even know the first thing about horses? Or living out in what would have to be the middle of nowhere?
It's the only thought in his head when the message comes in. He can picture the look on his face, that mild-hyper tone in his voice when he gets excited about things.
Mark shouldn't be able to be this cute over a fucking text message.]
I didn't think about it... I mostly try not Nebraska was practically another lifetime.
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on 2022-06-05 11:03 pm (UTC)I stalked
on 2022-06-05 11:13 pm (UTC)Hehee <3
on 2022-06-05 11:29 pm (UTC)[…]
That’s a joke, by the way.
She’s not without her obvious doubts and reservations but she’s gonna look into it for me.
Re: Hehee <3
on 2022-06-05 11:42 pm (UTC)I guess I shouldn't prod her on it.
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on 2022-06-05 11:58 pm (UTC)Nah. You don’t have to worry about it.
She’ll get back to me.
She said she doesn’t want to deter me from getting help, personal history aside.
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on 2022-06-06 12:00 am (UTC)no subject
on 2022-06-06 12:12 am (UTC)[He’s quiet for awhile after that, not entirely sure what else to say, where to direct the conversation. He isn’t done with it, he keeps idly picking up his phone and trying to say… something. Anything, just to not be done right now.
Eventually, what he settles on is: ]
I think I might get a dog.
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on 2022-06-06 12:15 am (UTC)You have a job, right? I'm just checking because you need money to have a dog.
[But taking care of something with more pressing needs and that would still love him unconditionally might not be bad.]
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on 2022-06-06 12:32 am (UTC)…it’s a good point. And he knows Mark didn’t mean it in a bad way.]
Waitress at one of the diners downtown told me about a guy looking for help.
Doing what, I have no idea, but I’m supposed to talk to him Monday.
So… not yet, but hopefully soon?
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on 2022-06-06 12:34 am (UTC)Well, dog might not be a bad idea once you're settled
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on 2022-06-06 12:51 am (UTC)I’ll let you know how this mystery meeting goes tomorrow.
Kinda wish Debbie had given me any clue at all about the guy, or what he does. Not a fan of going into things blind.
[He’s still getting used to not being the one holding all the cards.]
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on 2022-06-06 12:52 am (UTC)no subject
on 2022-06-06 12:23 pm (UTC)That guy? He owns a ranch.
One of those fancy resort types.
Needs help with the horses.
Think I'm gonna take it.
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on 2022-06-06 12:37 pm (UTC)That's not just a job you randomly take up, Damien. Do you even know the first thing about horses? Or living out in what would have to be the middle of nowhere?
headcanons ahoy! lmao
on 2022-06-06 09:14 pm (UTC)My uncle had horses.
I grew up in the middle of nowhere Nebraska, Mark, I'll be fine.
Re: headcanons ahoy! lmao
on 2022-06-06 09:31 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2022-06-06 09:48 pm (UTC)It's the only thought in his head when the message comes in. He can picture the look on his face, that mild-hyper tone in his voice when he gets excited about things.
Mark shouldn't be able to be this cute over a fucking text message.]
I didn't think about it...
I mostly try notNebraska was practically another lifetime.
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on 2022-06-06 10:19 pm (UTC)Yeah, so was life before the AM for me. Doesn't mean that all of it was bad.
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on 2022-06-06 10:30 pm (UTC)It’s just the ones that stick out the most are the bad memories.
I know I wasn’t always miserable, but… it’s hard to remember what it felt like.
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on 2022-06-06 10:31 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2022-06-06 10:37 pm (UTC)Chill as hell unless you give them a reason not to be.
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on 2022-06-06 11:03 pm (UTC)The ranch guy letting you stay there? Taking care of horses is a serious time sink, right? If so, getting a dog might be easier.
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on 2022-06-06 11:08 pm (UTC)It'll be better than the B&B I've been at. That shit's expensive.
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on 2022-06-06 11:10 pm (UTC)no subject
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