I text your sister to ask about therapists out here. It was a shit place to put you in so I just... took you out of it. You don't have to tell her anything, until you want to.
Listen, I may spend a lot of time angry at you and maybe hate you at least a third of the time, but you still deserve a chance to grow. I wasn't expecting her to be fully agreeable.
[He’s quiet for awhile after that, not entirely sure what else to say, where to direct the conversation. He isn’t done with it, he keeps idly picking up his phone and trying to say… something. Anything, just to not be done right now.
[His response doesn't come for a while, but that is definitely after he's listened a good bit.]
I see you got your hands on a violin. Pretty good stuff there, D.
[Is there a seriously non-zero chance that he sent the audio file without context to Sam and asked her if she could help him figure out how to cut it into a cellphone ring tone? Yep. Is there a seriously non-zero chance that said ringtone is now going to happen whenever Damien calls him? Yep.]
Weird the way some things just never really leave you, no matter how long you go without touching it.
[Which isn't to say it didn't take some adjustment, some shaking out the rust practicing before he'd actually decided to send Mark something. But still. It hadn't been nearly as hard to pick back up as he had expected it might be.]
plz feel free to stalk that convo 😂
It was a shit place to put you in so I just... took you out of it.
You don't have to tell her anything, until you want to.
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I stalked
Hehee <3
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That’s a joke, by the way.
She’s not without her obvious doubts and reservations but she’s gonna look into it for me.
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I guess I shouldn't prod her on it.
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Nah. You don’t have to worry about it.
She’ll get back to me.
She said she doesn’t want to deter me from getting help, personal history aside.
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[He’s quiet for awhile after that, not entirely sure what else to say, where to direct the conversation. He isn’t done with it, he keeps idly picking up his phone and trying to say… something. Anything, just to not be done right now.
Eventually, what he settles on is: ]
I think I might get a dog.
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You have a job, right? I'm just checking because you need money to have a dog.
[But taking care of something with more pressing needs and that would still love him unconditionally might not be bad.]
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…it’s a good point. And he knows Mark didn’t mean it in a bad way.]
Waitress at one of the diners downtown told me about a guy looking for help.
Doing what, I have no idea, but I’m supposed to talk to him Monday.
So… not yet, but hopefully soon?
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headcanons ahoy! lmao
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[Just a recording.
Sent without comment.
Enjoy, Mark.]
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I see you got your hands on a violin. Pretty good stuff there, D.
[Is there a seriously non-zero chance that he sent the audio file without context to Sam and asked her if she could help him figure out how to cut it into a cellphone ring tone? Yep. Is there a seriously non-zero chance that said ringtone is now going to happen whenever Damien calls him? Yep.]
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[Which isn't to say it didn't take some adjustment, some shaking out the rust practicing before he'd actually decided to send Mark something. But still. It hadn't been nearly as hard to pick back up as he had expected it might be.]
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[How are you?
How have you been?
How's life?
All things he starts to type and then deletes.]
What have you been up to?
[Still feels stupid.
Oh well, too late, he already hit send.]
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I've started looking for work again.
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Anything good on deck yet?
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Not yet. Sorta flaking on the last gig hurt me.
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cw: talk of previous suicidal ideation
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lays this here - no pressure, but it sounded fun. 👀
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(I am vibrating here. Will need to think a bit)
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